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11:36pm 07/06/2005
mood: calm
Your IQ Is 100

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average
Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Average
Your General Knowledge is Exceptional

Updated My Site...   
11:43pm 02/06/2005
mood: accomplished

I've updated my website! Please check it out! And if ya can, please tell me how it looks? Just curiose. That is all.

Take care!

"I live this life untill this life won't let me live here anymore." - Big n Rich

Quiz... Who dares? NO ONE?   
11:43pm 26/05/2005
mood: calm
Send this back to me with your HONEST answers.
M=Maybe, if u ask

[_] go out with me?
[_] give me your number?
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] let me take you out to dinner?
[_] let me drive you somewhere
[_] cut some rug with me?
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] be my bf/gf?
[_] have a fling with me?
[_] let me buy you a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] give me a piggyback ride?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] tap that ass?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] carress my body?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] borrow a pair of my underwear if yours for some reason got ruined?
[_] let me borrow your underwear if for some reason mine got ruined?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle wit me?
[_] want to hook up with me?

[_] acquaintances?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
[_] gonna have kids?

AM i...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?

[_] thought about me?
[_] thought there might be an "us"?
[_] thought about hookin up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?

ARE Y0U...
[_] glad you're done with this survey?
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin bout me?
[_] all hot and bothered?
Irritated w/someone!   
11:16pm 26/05/2005
mood: irritated

I have no life what so ever. I live w/my parents, I work for my parents, and I get paid by my parents. I am their maide. Ooo what fun this job is. Can't believe it! After all getting done w/chemo treatments n having surgery and all this stuff, I was hoping to get a good job and work. Oh no! Can't cuz my parents don't want me to go outside of the city with my car since its almost as old as a classic and is falling apart! Grrr!

Ain't allowed to leave. If my parents are wanting me to start to go on my own and things, they are going to have to trust me. Apperantly they don't, and still treat me like a kid! Now, I usualy can understand where they come from on their views but they sure do not take that risk on letting me learn from my own mistakes, specialy my step mom!

Now my dad, he's usualy understandable with what I do. I believe its because he's done it before and knows that I follow alot of what he has done. I mean I am his flesh n blood. But there are a few times or things that I have done something that he hasn't been to thoro with. And I understand that.

So I guess I am more irritated w/my step mom then my dad. She is all ways on my case bout something. My dad isn't. My step mom is always on me because of what I do (n usualy I do alot of what my father does ).

These past two weeks, my biological(bio) mother has had them off for vacation. Well, my step mom knew this and she also knew that my "bio" mother was going to pick my twin bro n I up during these two weeks. Well, out of one of these past few days, I told my step mom that my "bio" mom was going to pick Jeremy n I up the next day. Well my step mom got all in a hissy fit saying that my "bio" mother doesn't know what her plans are and that she has no understanding on what goes on in her house.

Well, for one, she has no right to go all hissy fit all over my "bio" mother because it's not her fault for not knowing what goes on in our house. And 2, of course she doesn't know what goes on in our house, she doesn't live there. But then again, my mother gets all in a hissy fit when something doesn't go her way. Or more like, her "planned day". Oh how it irritates her on that!

With her getting irritated in the slightest thing, she takes it out on me, usualy. Reason she does that is because I am there and I am like my father. Usualy she would take out on my father, but since he's been working 12hr work days during the week, he's not here to yell at. So she yells at me for her frustrations, her irritations, and just every day life insanity! Over this time, I have become more and more irritated with it. I do one thing wrong and wammo, I have her yelling at me for it! It at times feels like that I always do something wrong and isn't doin something right!

See, from really ever since my little bro was born (from her), my twin bro n I have sorta become 2nd best. She would treat her baby as her little prince, king, or w/e. She always treated Jeremy n I as where there. At times it seemed like to shut Jer n I up, she would buy us things that we wanted to keep us happy. I don't ever remember her telling me "I love you" or give us a kiss goodnight or even a hug for just the heck of it. Now, she's givin me like 3 hugs, but those where out of majorly sorry concepts, but other then that, no hug no nothing. Grrr!

Ai yi yi yi yi! I am so irritated w/what all has happened in the past and into now. She has been treating me not as her like "1rst son" as some mothers do, but more as her step kid. Or at least it seems like it.

Now, here is her like side of the story (or what I see as it is). She is a mother of 3 kids. 2 19yr old boys, one with cerable palsy and the other who had testicular cancer (that would be me). Then she has a 14yr old boy who had brain cancer when he was 9 (my little bro). She is a stay at home mom, gets bills paid, helps out w/organizations (like Jeremy n Aaron's school which is Westminister Academy) and runs around to get her baby from point a to point b with his docs.

So yes her frustration is there, but I am not ment to be taken out upon. If I was, I wouldn't be complaining, now would I. Oi yi yi yi yi! I am all just irritated, frustrated, and annoyed w/her!

"I live this life untill this life wont let me live here anymore." - Big n Rich

Guns N' Roses - Don't You Cry   
10:48pm 24/05/2005
mood: loved
Guns N' Roses - Don't You Cry
Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been here before
Somethin's changin' inside you
And don't you know

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
there's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinking of you
And the times we had... baby

Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
there's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby

And don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
there's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
What kind of ANIME BOOBS do you have?   
01:35am 24/05/2005
mood: bored
sex appeal

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Warning Label...   
01:34am 24/05/2005
mood: bored
Soldierboy is poisonous! Induce vomitting if ingested.


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Man head of woman?   
12:08am 21/05/2005
mood: determined



What does it mean when the Bible says, "the man is head of the woman"?

"But I want you to understand that Christ is the head of every man, and the man is the head of a woman, and God is the head of Christ," (1 Cor. 11:3).

     In the Jewish and Christian culture when the Bible was written, there was a concept now called "Federal Headship."  This means that the male is the one who represents his descendents.  Proof of this can be found in Heb. 7:8-10, "And in this case mortal men receive tithes, but in that case one receives them, of whom it is witnessed that he lives on. 9 And, so to speak, through Abraham even Levi, who received tithes, paid tithes, 10 for he was still in the loins of his father when Melchizedek met him."  Notice that it says that Levi paid tithes while still in the loins of his father Abraham.  How did he do this?  By proxy since Abraham, his distant "father" represented him.
     Likewise we see the concept of Federal Headship in the fall.  It was Eve who first sinned.  But sin entered the world through Adam, not through Eve. 
Romans 5:12 says, "Therefore, just as through one man sin entered into the world, and death through sin, and so death spread to all men, because all sinned."  This is because Adam represented humanity and creation.  When Adam fell, we fell.  This is why it says, "...in Adam all die," (1 Cor. 15:22).  Also, Romans 5:15 says, "For if by the transgression of the one [Adam] the many died, much more did the grace of God and the gift by the grace of the one Man, Jesus Christ, abound to the many." 
    Alright, so this brings us to the woman.  Again notice that it says in
Gen. 2:24, "For this cause a man shall leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave to his wife; and they shall become one flesh."  When a man and woman get married, they become on flesh.  There is a unity between them.  But, it is the man who is the head of the family which is why it says that the man is the head of the woman. 
    Some may think that this was a cultural notion that snuck into the Bible.  But Paul makes it clear that the headship is related to the created order:

"For man does not originate from woman, but woman from man; 9 for indeed man was not created for the woman’s sake, but woman for the man’s sake. 10 Therefore the woman ought to have a symbol of authority on her head, because of the angels," (1 Cor. 11:8-10).

    It was because Eve listened to the devil that the issue of order and hierarchy in the marriage relationship has had to be raised and explained.

“I will greatly multiply your pain in childbirth.  In pain you shall bring forth children; yet your desire shall be for your husband, and he shall rule over you,” (Gen. 3:16).

    This headship is not about having the upper hand nor is it to mean that a woman has no rights or is a second class citizen.  On the contrary, God tells the husband some very seroius commands:

"Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ also loved the church and gave Himself up for her; 26 that He might sanctify her, having cleansed her by the washing of water with the word, 27 that He might present to Himself the church in all her glory, having no spot or wrinkle or any such thing; but that she should be holy and blameless," (Eph. 5:25-27).

    Finally, the headship issue is an issue of order, not of who is better or more important.  The husband is the head of the wife in the family and he has the responsibility of guiding his family to a closer relationship with the Lord.  God will require it of him on the day when all our deeds are judged by God.

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When I Look...   
02:21am 10/05/2005
mood: okay
When I look at a patch of dandelions, I see a bunch of weeds that are going to take over my yard. My kids see flowers for Mom and blowing white fluff that you can wish on.

When I look at an old drunk and he smiles at me, I see a smelly, dirty person who probably wants money and I look away. My kids see someone smiling at them and they smile back.

When I hear music I love, I know I can't carry a tune and don't have much rhythm so I sit self-consciously and listen. My kids feel the beat and move to it. They sing out the words. If they don't know them, they make up their own.

When I feel wind on my face, I brace myself against it. I feel it messing up my hair and pulling me back when I walk. My kids close their eyes, spread their arms and fly with it, untill they fall to the ground laughing.

When I pray I say "Thee" and "Thou" and "grant me this, give me that." My kids say, "Hi God!!! Thanks for my toys and my friends. Please keep the bad dreams away tonight. Sorry, I don't want to goto heaven yet. I would miss my Mommy and Daddy."

When I see a mud puddle I step around it. I see muddy shoes and cloths and dirty carpets. My kids sit in it. They see dams to build, rivers to cross, and worms to play with.

Are we given kids to teach, or to learn from? No wonder God loves the little children.
History Lesson   
01:35pm 28/04/2005
mood: impressed
Have a history teacher explain this...if they can
Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846.
John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946.
Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860.
John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960.
Both were particularly concerned with civil rights.
Both wives lost their children while living in the White House.
Both Presidents were shot on a Friday.
Both Presidents were shot in the head.
Now it gets really weird.
Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy.
Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln.
Both were assassinated by Southerners.
Both were succeeded by Southerners name Johnson.
Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808.
Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908.
John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839.
Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy,was born in 1939.
Both assassins were known by their three names.
Both names are composed of fifteen letters.
Now hang on to your seat.
Lincoln was shot at the theater named 'Ford.'
Kennedy was shot in a car called 'Lincoln' made by 'Ford.'
Lincoln was shot in a theater and his assassin ran and hid in a warehouse.
Kennedy was shot from a warehouse and his assassin ran and hid in a
Booth and Oswald were assassinated before their trials.
And here's the kicker...
A week before Lincoln was shot, he was in Monroe, Maryland
A week before Kennedy was shot, he was with Marilyn Monroe.
Creepy huh?

"I live this life untill this life wont let me live here anymore. - Big n Rich"
02:40pm 23/04/2005
mood: frustrated
Starts off being the kid and you having parents. Parents are together, united by a thing called marriage. Its a ceramony that when two beings of opposite sex get together to unit as "one". As you get older you start to like the opposite sex, and you too have that wonderful ceramony(or at least most of us do).

Now, we are considered an adult at the age of 18; the age of where we are an adult, able to vote, able to serve out country, and smoke. Since we are 18, isn't that still a teen? Still, the mind is not excatly mature enough to be an adult, or is it? I mean, have you watched college people? They go nuts, have insane parties, and just act like big kids.

If we are still acting like kids at the age of "legal age", is it smarts to get married? Or even have kids? It may have been back from the time of this country was created untill about 1960's, but now? Specially this generation.

Have you noticed that we, the generation x, are not all that smart? I mean, look at the insane things we are doing and then look at what our grandparents during there time of age. And also, from the early 1900s, a person only lived untill maybe 50s, if they were lucky enough. But now, we are living untill the ages of 90s and up. Its crazy. With the saying, "You're over the hill" when you/me is at the age of 40, that was true back then, but now its just a saying. When you become like 50, your then "over the hill".

So, if the "over the hill" age has became a higher number (which by the way the age for retirement is like 68, used to be 60s or even back then, 50s), wouldn't you think the age of being an "adult" and concept of having marriage be bumped to like 25? Because, when we are 18, we are when we were 15 or 16. The stupidy mind of a teenager goes longer then just 18 or 19, goes till like 23 or 24. Maybe even 25, but it all depends on the person.

So is marriage a good thing to do when we are 18? We are still kids trying to find a place in this world at that age, and yet we want to have a big responsabililty of taking caring of a family?... Tsk tsk tsk, such a crazy nonsence! Marriage, for grown ups!
What type of personality are you?...   
03:30pm 19/04/2005
mood: enthralled

You Have A Type B+ Personality


You're a pro at going with the flow
You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.

While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
You're passionate - just selective about your passions

Take what ya can, give nothing back! - Pirates code
Don't you hate it when...   
03:04pm 19/04/2005
mood: dorky
Don't you hate it when you spend half of the plane trip with your laptop on your lap.... and your kid in the overhead compartment.

Take what ya can, give nothing back! - Pirates Code
Duct Tape Fun   
02:43pm 19/04/2005
mood: cheerful
Duct tape is really funny to me and most of my threats involve taping people to walls.

I live this life untill this life won't let me live it anymore. - Big n Rich
Anarchy... Doesn't Make Sence...   
06:57pm 10/04/2005
mood: confused
Anarchy, a state of lawlessness and disorder. Hmmm. Sounds like that they are a form of no government. If so, then why have a flag? Isn't having flag mean that you are some type of order, but yet the definition says "disorder"? Hmmm... How does that work out? How does a non govern group that is suppose to be a disorder group have a flag? Simple... They ain't a true anarchy, are they? You be the judge on that. I on the other hand don't think they are. Reason? Simple, I have explained it. Anarchy is a state of lawlessness and disorder and yet they have a flag. Having a flag means you have order, they are not an ordered group, disordered. So can someone explain to me what is the point of the anarchy's have a flag to their name? Please, give me some explaination to such?

I live this life untill this life won't let me live here anymore. - Big n Rich
09:17pm 07/04/2005
mood: amused
Long live the KING!

"I live this life untill this life wont let me live it anymore!"
Hmm... I have no idea....   
02:46pm 24/03/2005
mood: calm
Scores: 55% Dogmatic, 33% Mystical, and 44% Esoteric!
How do I interpret my scores?

Determine your highest score. If you are evenly matched, consider yourself a well-rounded individual. You possess the qualities of all three spiritual traditions without the drawback associated with fixating upon one path. For everyone else, keep track of this score and the second highest score. We will discuss what these mean below.


Higher dogmatic scores indicate a highly principled person who believes in living life correctly based on the teachings of scriptures, teachers, or prophets. Higher dogmatic scores also reveal a person who believes that there is only one right path to salvation or enlightenment. Dogmatic types are often in deep reverence for their faith.


Higher mystical scores indicate a person who makes sense of the world around them through their own self. Spiritual enlightenment for a mystical type involves polishing one's own heart, mind, and body. Mystical prayers are often ecstatic, involving singing, dancing, music, or poetry. Mystical types can frequently seem perplexing and impulsive.


Higher esoteric scores indicate a person who lives life by the principles set forth by more dogmatic traditions while, at the same time, also living life by the mystic's tendency to translate the world around them into themselves. Esoteric types rely heavily upon symbol and meditation for answers to their questions. Quite possibly the most distinctively secretive type, esoteric people guard their mysteries well--keeping those who are not ready for enlightenment away from powerful ideas and beliefs.

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 85% on dogmatic

You scored higher than 14% on mystical

You scored higher than 42% on esoteric
Link: The Spiritual Tradition Test written by Giogoto on Ok Cupid
01:38am 16/03/2005
mood: creative
I live to see another day...
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Question at this time...   
11:40pm 13/03/2005
mood: calm
Are you something you know that you are not or are you one thing you think you know you are and not what your really suppose to be?

You ponder on that for awhile. This is CNN signing off, good night!

"Yesterday is gone, today I live, tomorrow is already taken care of!"
12:08am 28/02/2005
mood: crazy
Im all for world peace, but at what cost?

You think on that for awhile. This is "Soldierboy" signing off, good night!

I'll live this life untill this life won't let me live it anymore. - Big n Rich